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Terrified German Shepherd Spun Violently and Hurled Into Icy River for a Movie Scene (Video)

Working on a movie set is both exhilarating and exhausting. There is always a ton of things happening at any given time. But late last year, while working on the set of a film called Crazy Alien, I saw something terrible that will stay with me forever.

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How School Administrators Tried to Bully My Daughter into Taking a Meaningless Test

The following letter was originally submitted to United Opt Out, a national campaign to eliminate high-stakes testing in public education. Its author is both a National Board Certified Teacher and the parent of a high school student who recently decided to forgo statewide testing in her Denver, CO school. Their experience is detailed below.

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A Day in the Life of an Abortion Clinic Escort

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The Day I Died

Editor's Note: What's up with the bilingual story? Well, it is easier to read this piece if you speak both Spanish and English. But with patience, even non-Spanish speakers will understand this young woman's story and get a sense of what those trying to learn English as a second language go through every day.

It was a Saturday morning. El cielo estaba nublado y como siempre, no tenía nada que hacer. I dressed up in all black con mi suéter negro y mi windbreaker negro. Me salí de mi room walking through the hall of my house pensando en qué iba a hacer todo el día. Me pare enfrente de la sala for a few minutes just watching TV. I left my house y fui a la casa de mi amiga Ana. Once I was at her house, Ana asked me if I wanted to go to Magda's. I said, "Why not? Let's go." Yo no sabía lo que me esperaba.
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Cuando llegamos a la casa de Magda nos subimos a su cuarto. Ella nos pregunto si queríamos tomar tequila. Ana dijo que sí, pero yo no dije nada. We waited until Magda got dressed. I was just sitting down en la cama mirando para todos lados preguntándome ¿qué estoy haciendo aquí? Pero luego pense que era mejor estar allí que estar en mi casa. Magda le habló a otras amigas para decirles que si nos querían acompañar. Después, we went to their house by the Discount Mall. Then we all went to Long's. At first I didn't know why we were going there, but then I found out why.

Mi dizque amigas y yo entramos a la tienda a buscar las botellas de tequila. Cuando decidieron cual querían, nos salimos de la tienda y le preguntaron a un señor, que ni siquiera conocian, que si les compraba una botella de tequila. The man said, "Yes."

After we got the bottle we went to Verónica´s house, a friend of Magda's. Verónica y yo fuimos las primeras que nos servimos. Todas se nos quedaron mirando. Verónica me dijo que me lo jugaba a ver quien se la acababa primero. El vaso estaba lleno de tequila. Yo le dije que estaba bien porque no queria que me empezaran a decir cosas, like what a chicken or que mensa. Yo me tome toda la tequila en un solo trago.


"The doctor told [my mom] that I died and they had to bring me back to life."


A few minutes later, Verónica's brother came home and we all went running to her room. When I got there, I didn't feel so good. I sat down on the bed and looked outside the window. The rest, I don't remember.

When I finally opened my eyes, I thought I was in heaven. I saw a white ceiling and asked myself, "Is this what heaven looks like?" I pinched myself to see if I was dreaming. Then, I saw a nurse walking through the hall. I was nervous and didn't know what to do or where I was. I looked at the clock next to me and thought about my family. I said to myself, "They probably don't even care where I am."

I slept for a few hours. When I woke up, I saw my sister and her boyfriend standing in front of me. I didn't really care if they were there or not. My sister and I have never been close. I went to sleep again.

When I woke up, a nurse told me my mom wanted to see me. My mom came into the room and started crying. She wasn't mad, only sad. The doctor told her that I died and they had to bring me back to life. This was the first time I had heard this. Later, I found out that my blood-alcohol level was so high they had to pump my stomach. Mi mamá y yo empezamos a platicar sobre lo que había pasado. Después de un tiempo, yo le empece a preguntar que ¿por que no tenia tiempo para atendernos a mí, y a mis hermanas y hermanos, que ¿por qué nomás tenia tiempo para mi hermana mayor? Como siempre, me dijo que no era cierto, que a todos nos trataba igual. De todo lo que hablamos esa noche no le creí nada. Knowing this made me wish I was still dead.

After the day I got alcohol poisoning, my life changed dramatically. Now I don't care about a lot of stuff, like whether my mom pays more attention to my sister. And I don't care about my sister. I care about myself and my boyfriend. Ya no trato que mi mamá esté orgullosa de mi. Porque sé que nunca lo va a estar, aunque tengo buenas notas y voy a la escuela todos los dias. Yo pienso que mi hermana me odia sometimes, because I don't make the same mistakes she did--such as having a baby at a young age. I am going to graduate and go beyond that. Mi hermana nunca va a llegar adonde voy a llegar yo. Antes, yo lo hacía todo por mi familia. Pero no apreciaron lo que hacía para que estuvieran orgullosos de mí. Now, everything that I do is for me and my boyfriend. Sometimes, I wish I was dead. But most of the time, I thank God for giving me another chance.

Shout Out is a paper produced by and for teens in Watsonville, CA. Stay tuned for a link to their upcoming web site. They can be reached at shoutout@piicc.org or 831-722-9277.

Ten Reasons Why Many Gulf War Veterans Oppose Re-Invading Iraq

With all the war fever about re-invading Iraq, the press and politicians are ignoring the opinion of the veterans of our last war in the Gulf. But we veterans were there, and we have unique and critical first-hand knowledge of the course and consequences of warfare in Iraq. Our opinions should be solicited and heard before troops deploy for battle, not after they have returned wounded, ill or in body bags.

Another invasion of Iraq in 2002 will be very different from the invasion of 1991. The war's mission has changed in the intervening years, from removing Iraq from Kuwait to removing the entire Iraqi government and military establishment from power. Because the goal of the U.S. military has changed, the Iraqi army may retreat to the cities, where they may face better odds than in the desert.

During the open desert tank battles of '91, U.S. tanks out-classed and out-fought obsolete Iraqi tanks, and U.S. infantry captured tens of thousands of poorly supplied Iraqi soldiers operating without command and control from Baghdad. But in the urban warfare scenario of 2002, pitched infantry skirmishes and ambushes in cities may present a more level battlefield for Iraqi troops fighting in their hometowns. The Iraqi military can be expected to fight for each block within each city with the most ruthless means available. When faced with the impending overrun of their nation, the Iraqi military didn't hesitate to use chemical weapons against Iran.

Because of these significant differences, here are 10 reasons why, as a Gulf War combat veteran, I oppose a second Gulf War as a costly and preventable mistake.

1. U.S. troops are vulnerable to Iraqi chemical and biological warfare agents -- if Iraq is capable of using them. The gas masks, detection alarms and protection suits don't work, according to internal Department of Defense documents uncovered during investigations by the U.S. General Accounting Office. This leaves U.S. troops highly vulnerable to chemical and biological attack. U.S. chemical and biological warfare agent casualties in 2002 could be significantly higher than in 1991. Only a few months ago, the Pentagon sent out a press release stating 140,000 U.S. soldiers were exposed to low-levels chemical agents near Khamisiyah, Iraq during the Gulf War. While these soldiers appeared to return home healthy, many tens of thousands face long-term disabling medical problems that are difficult to treat.

2. Scientific evidence shows that even low-level chemical exposures are dangerous. According to a recent National Academy of Sciences report (Gulf War and Health, September 2000), low-levels of chemical warfare agents cause long-term medical problems. This conclusion is based on research resulting from the sarin attack in Japan in 1995.

3. Research shows long-term adverse side effects from mandatory vaccines given to U.S. soldiers deploying to the war zone. According to the product label insert made by BioPort in Michigan, the sole producer, the experimental anthrax vaccine has caused several deaths. The National Academy of Sciences this year concluded there are some risks to the hotly debated vaccine.

4. The Gulf War battlefield remains radioactive and toxic. Scientific research funded by the military and released two years ago links exposure to depleted uranium (DU) ammunition with cancer in rats. Solid depleted uranium bullets, ranging in size from 25mm to 120mm, are used by U.S. tanks, helicopters and planes to attack enemy tanks and armored personnel carriers. The Gulf War battlefield is already littered with more than 300 tons of radioactive dust and shrapnel from the 1991 Gulf War. Another war will only increase the radioactive and toxic contamination among U.S. soldiers. As of today, U.S. troops are not fully trained about the hazards of depleted uranium contamination, even though Congress enacted a law in 1998 requiring extensive training, especially for medical personnel.

5. Research shows long-term adverse side effects from mandatory pills given to U.S. soldiers deploying to the war zone. According to testimony before Congress (Rand Corporation, 1999), the experimental pyridostigmine bromide (PB) anti-chemical warfare agent pills "can't be ruled out" as linked to Gulf War illness. During the war, soldiers were told to take one pill every eight hours. After the chemical alarms sounded, some soldiers, out of legitimate fear for their lives, took more than the prescribed amount. To date, the long-term consequences of PB pills remain largely unknown.

6. The Iraqi civilian opposition was abandoned by U.S. troops in the first Gulf War. After U.S. troops had liberated Kuwait and conquered southern Iraq at the end of February 1991, former President George H.W. Bush encouraged the Iraqi opposition, mainly civilians, to rise up against the Iraqi dictatorship in March 1991. However, former President Bush left the rebels twisting in the wind to be ruthlessly killed by the Iraqi army's Republican Guard flying helicopters allowed by the cease-fire arranged by U.S. military and political leaders. U.S. troops in southern Iraq in March 1991 were ordered not to interfere. How can U.S. troops or Iraqi rebels be confident this won't happen again? Long oppressed by the Iraqi military, what will the civilian population do if Iraq is liberated? The American public won't support a long-term occupation and high casualties.

7. Many post-cease-fire military actions of the first Gulf War were deplorable. In March 1991, the Iraqi army was in a full route inside Iraq. Against orders, former General Barry McCaffrey slaughtered thousands of retreating Iraqi soldiers after the cease-fire (documented in the article, "Overwhelming Force," by Seymour Hersh, The New Yorker, 2000). Many U.S. soldiers returned home with serious objections about the course and consequences of such actions, including the horrific carnage of the "highway of death," littered with hundreds of destroyed cars, tanks and human remains (see "Prayer at Rumayla" by Gulf War veteran Charles Sheehan-Miles, Xlibris, 2001). Will there be another massacre of Iraqi soldiers? Will Iraqi troops slaughter U.S. soldiers in retaliation, killing U.S. prisoners or retreating U.S. soldiers? And will the press be allowed onto the battlefield to record what really happens?

8. No one has been held accountable for arming Iraq with chemical and biological weapons from 1980 to 1990. A recent news article reported that top aides for former presidents Reagan and Bush armed Iraq with these weapons during Iraq's war against Iran between 1980 and 1988 ("Officers Say U.S. Aided Iraq in War Despite Use of Gas," New York Times, Aug. 18, 2002). Some of these former George H.W. Bush aides now work for President George W. Bush. These advisors did nothing to stop the sale of the chemical agents to Iraq, did nothing to stop the use of the agents by Iraq, and did nothing to tell the world about Iraq's crimes, even when the world learned Iraq used poison gas against civilians. These top political aides have remained silent for more than 14 years, and many refused to comment on the recent news reports.

9. U.S. allies in Europe oppose invading Iraq. They have refused to supply soldiers, funding or logistical support. Some of the serious U.S. battlefield casualties from 1991 were sent to U.S. military hospitals in Germany. Where will our casualties be flown to for emergency care if Germany follows through on its policy to remain neutral and not allow the use of German airspace? This contrasts sharply with the more than 30 nations allied with the U.S. during Desert Storm in 1991. Today, the U.S. has no Arab allies. In 1991, the U.S. forgave billions in outstanding loans owed by Egypt to buy its support. Now Egypt and other Middle Eastern nations oppose a second invasion of Iraq. If something goes wrong, where will U.S. troops retreat if Saudi Arabia won't allow U.S. troops within its borders? We must avoid another Gallipoli.

10. The Department of Veterans Affairs will not be able to care for additional casualties because VA can't even take care of current VA patients. Most veterans now wait six months to see a VA doctor, and most veterans wait more than six months to receive a decision on a VA disability claim. Many of those waiting in line are Gulf War veterans, many with unusual illnesses. According to VA, of the nearly 700,000 veterans who served in Desert Shield and Desert Storm, more than 300,000 have sought VA healthcare, and more than 200,000 have filed VA disability claims. Two weeks ago, President Bush slashed $275 million from the healthcare budget of the Department of Veterans Affairs.

Although the Iraqi government is a corrupt dictatorship that must eventually be removed, current proposals to remove the government by deploying hundreds of thousands of U.S. troops are deeply flawed. A premature attack against Iraq, especially when the public opposes it, would be a horrible mistake. Since 1990, more than 400 U.S. soldiers have died in the Gulf War theater of operations. Untold hundreds of thousands of Iraqis, both soldiers and civilians, also died. A second invasion of Iraq for one man is not worth one more life; let's use common sense and avert a second Gulf War.

The author is a Gulf War combat veteran.

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