Sex Workers' Lit Ruined My Sex Life

She won't kiss them.

She'll spread her legs for them. She'll call them "honey" and "baby" and "darling" and even "snookums," and lube them up, though only with gloves on, and rub until they buck and moan. She'll tell them they're huge. But like most sex workers, Sarah Katherine Lewis won't kiss customers.

Her memoir "Indecent: How I Make It and Fake It as a Girl for Hire" (Seal, 2006) joins a string of new books about adult entertainers, along with Diablo Cody's self-consciously comic "Candy Girl: A Year in the Life of an Unlikely Stripper" (Gotham, 2006) and gender studies professor Bernadette Barton's polemical "Stripped: Inside the Lives of Exotic Dancers" (NYU, 2006). The publishing industry is funny that way. Some honcho sniffs a trend in the air, word leaks out like blood at the beach, then boom: one year it's all queer cowboys all the time. Or diets that let you eat lard. Right now it's lap dancers.

In this latter-day phase of stripper chic, academics such as Barton churn out doctoral dissertations about peep shows and shimmering poles. Middle-class 20-something smarties write memoirs about ditching drone jobs in cafes and offices for "the penis gallery," to quote prep-school grad Cody, whose Pussy Ranch blog led to a six-figure advance for Candy Girl, and who is now a millionaire screenwriter working on a project with Steven Spielberg. Ex-ballerina Barton toyed with but finally tossed the idea of "doing participant observation' by stripping, herself: "I had a 'good' body," reflects the author, who teaches at Kentucky's hilariously named but perfectly ordinary Morehead State. Married hipster Cody confides: "I desperately wanted to be a stripper."

Lewis, who picked the stage-name Emma to honor Emma Goldman and tried to chat with fellow dancers about Hawthorne and Poe, remembers her favorite childhood game: whore. "We took turns dressing up and being the whore," she writes. Lewis and Barton, one bisexual, the other a lesbian, both feminists, were lured by stacks of cash and by what Barton calls "attentive audiences" moaning "Nice ass," begging for licks.

These authors depict strip clubs as rank, jism-spackled. Barton calls them "the gut of patriarchy." But although she feels that adult entertainers "embody a nexus of oppression," they boast a strong sisterhood, making special meals for each other and sharing "an organic understanding of social inequality, including analyses of class, gender, and racial discrimination." Lewis concurs, dedicating her book "to the working ladies of Seattle ... the smartest, funniest, kindest, wisest, and most beautiful women in the entire world." Solidarity is super. What's icky is the sex.

"I imagined myself saying, This won't hurt a bit," Lewis writes, "and ripping his dick off like a Band-Aid. ... My crotch felt hot and infected."

"One man ... asked me to punch him in the stomach and testicles for ten minutes as hard as I could," Cody recalls. "He explained that he'd been raped as a child."

What happens for 50 bucks and tips at the Lips & Lace is one thing and what you do for fun is another. Right? Well -- less and less, as stripper chic and pimp-ho style become commodities. Mainstreaming the shiny outermost layers of sex work is a brilliant career strategy in every industry, from the media to merchandising to academia.

A D-I-Y porn course at Wesleyan University. Western Washington University's annual Pornfest. UC Santa Barbara's Pornography Research Focus Group. Porn Studies programs at schools nationwide. What a wet dream for right-wing radio hosts, who jeer that this is why jihadists hate us.

All this praxis and politics and glaring detail yanks sex from its original context into an alien and weirdly public one: semen as seminar. But hey -- if Lewis's description of how a customer "moaned and farted ... breaking chicken chow mein-scented wind" makes you flinch, or if Barton's musings about how "enduring oppression can foster a critique of social inequality" makes you yawn, then someone might call you a Republican.