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Ten years later Timothy Leary was fired from Harvard for "systematically using" LSD (admittedly not from a berry or a root) with students. Leary's sensational promotion of turning on and dropping out closed the door on serious dialogue or research into the potential benefits of psychedelic substances. Yet today, in the midst of the current revival of patriotic and moral paranoia, some are beginning once again to scientifically consider their value as visionary or psychological medicine.
Charles Grob, M.D., is director of the Division of Child and Adolescent Psychiatry at Harbor-UCLA Medical Center and professor of Psychiatry and Pediatrics at the UCLA School of Medicine. He conducted the first government-approved psycholobiological research study of MDMA, was the principal investigator of an international project in the Brazilian Amazon of ayahuasca, and is now studying the use of psilocybin with advanced-stage cancer patients. He is editor of "Hallucinogens: A Reader" and recently co-edited, with Roger Walsh, "Higher Wisdom: Eminent Elders Explore the Continuing Impact of Psychedelics."
Terrence McNally: How and when did you decide to work with psychedelics?
Charles Grob: Growing up in the '60s, it was impossible to not be exposed to the controversies and the extraordinary powers of these compounds. In the early '70s, I read much of the literature that was available at the time, and I was struck by the potential these compounds had to help us understand the mind and mental illness, and to help us develop new and novel treatments. I was aware that, in order to speak out on this issue, one needed credentials, so I went back to school and got all the degrees and training I needed. It was always my intention to conduct proactive approved research in this area, though in the late '70s and early '80s there was virtually nothing going on in this country or elsewhere.
McNally: In 1973 I interviewed Stanislov Grof, who was then doing government-funded research in Maryland on the use of LSD with terminal cancer patients. Six months later I tried to follow up, and the state of Maryland wrote back that Dr. Grof was no longer in its employ. He had been let go, and the government funding had ended.
Grob: Around the same time, I heard Grof speak at the annual meeting of the Humanistic Psychology Association in New York City, and I was impressed with the enormous potential of the work he was doing.
McNally: Tell us about your study on anxiety in cancer patients.
Grob: At the L.A. Biomedical Research Institute at Harbor-UCLA Medical Center, we have full regulatory approval to conduct a study using psilocybin -- the active alkaloid in hallucinogenic mushrooms -- in the treatment of the anxiety associated with advanced-stage cancer.
McNally: What is the status of the study at this time? Do you have any preliminary results?
Grob: We've been treating individuals for the past year and a half who fit all our inclusion/exclusion criteria. To date, we've studied five subjects in entirety. We're approved for a total of 12, so we hope to treat seven more. We're finding recruitment very challenging because we have very tight inclusion/exclusion criteria. We've interviewed a number of individuals who at first seemed to fit our criteria, but whose medical condition then drastically deteriorated so that they could no longer participate. We're very interested in talking with individuals who might fit.
McNally: Where would potential candidates learn about this, and how would they apply?
Grob: Our website -- canceranxietystudy.org -- details the inclusion/exclusion criteria and provides information about the methodology.
McNally: Can you verify Huxley's contention that all plant hallucinogens, without exception, have been known and systematically used by human beings from time immemorial?
Grob: Certainly the anthropological and historical evidence is very rich that even pre-civilization cultures highly valued hallucinogenic plants. Aboriginal cultures often used them as one of the core activities for reinforcing belief systems and tribal cohesion. This is quite apparent if you look at the indigenous peoples in the Amazon basin in South America, where the plant ayahuasca is used for religious, spiritual and healing purposes. As far back as human habitation of the Amazon basin has been established, there are indications that ayahuasca was an integral part of their lives and belief systems.
McNally: I've traveled a bit in the rainforest of Ecuador, and among the Achuar people it is an important and seldom-used ritual taken at key passages in life.
Grob: These are not by any stretch of the imagination recreational compounds. Indigenous peoples use them for very serious purposes, often having to do with healing.
McNally: Do you view the recent Supreme Court decision to allow ayahuasca to be taken in a religious context as an isolated instance based on specifics of the particular case or something more?
Grob: On February 21st, the court ruled unanimously that a branch of a Brazilian syncretic church, the Unial de Vegetal, or UDV, in Santa Fe, N.M., had legal sanction to continue to utilize ayahuasca as a psychoactive sacrament in their religious ceremonies. This is really an extraordinary decision and establishes a remarkable precedent, although at this point I believe it only applies to the UDV.
I was an expert medical witness for the UDV, and so followed the case very closely. I had been the principal investigator of a series of research studies in Brazil, using members of the UDV as subjects. I did not expect the case to win in a conservative federal court in the throes of a vicious decades-long drug war.
McNally: This was one of the first decisions of the Roberts-Alito court, wasn't it?
Grob: I believe it's the first decision that Chief Justice Roberts penned himself. Though Alito was not part of the decision because he had not heard the arguments, he subsequently stated that he would have gone along with the majority.
The Justice Department appealed, and the appeal was heard by a panel of the Circuit Court of Appeals in Denver. Again I was not overly optimistic and again I was surprised: the UDV's position prevailed. It was then appealed to the full Circuit Court of Appeals and won again. Then it went to the Supreme Court, where on February 21st they issued their unanimous decision.
McNally: There was the precedent of the peyote churches of the Native Americans, yes?
Grob: The Native American Church has for some time had permission to use peyote as part of their religious ceremonies. Whereas peyote use among native peoples is established by treaty between the sovereign Indian nations and the United States, the Santa Fe case does not involve indigenous people. This was the first time in almost 1,600 years that a nonindigenous people had gained permission from the government to use a plant hallucinogen for religious ceremonial purpose -- not since Alaric the Hun sacked Elevsis in the year 396.
McNally: I guess you can't use that as precedent. What leads you to believe that psychedelic substances might have therapeutic use?
Grob: There's a very rich body of literature dating back to the mid-late 1950's that demonstrates it. Though methodologies at the time were not like methodologies today, they offer ample indication that we should at least study this further.
There were a number of studies which demonstrated therapeutic response among patient populations that did not normally respond well to conventional psychiatric and medical treatments -- first and foremost, chronic hardcore alcoholics and drug addicts. In the late '50s and early '60s, Humphrey Osmond in Western Canada demonstrated that some seriously ill alcoholics who had not responded to any conventional treatment did remarkably well after even a single dose treatment.
McNally: So your mission is to reopen the pursuit of this knowledge for the benefit of society?
Grob: Absolutely. My goal has always been to get this research back on track. By the early 1970s, all of the exciting and promising studies were forced to terminate because of the cultural turmoil of the time. Thirty-plus years later, I think it's high time that we review the old data and initiate new research.
McNally: In addition to your cancer anxiety study, are there other studies ongoing?
Grob: Dr. Francisco Moreno at the University of Arizona just completed a pilot study using psilocybin to treat chronic refractory obsessive-compulsive disorder. A psychiatrist named Michael Mithoffer in Charleston, S.C., has permission to use MDMA in the treatment of chronic post-traumatic stress disorder.
Though there are no clinical application treatment studies in Europe, Franz Volenwieder (also affiliated with Heffter) at the Burhholzi Clinic and the University of Zurich has done extraordinary work mapping the effects of MDMA and other hallucinogenic substances on the brain, using state-of-the art brain imaging technology.
McNally: What's your aim in the new book, "Higher Wisdom," which includes Ram Dass, Hofman, Sasha Shulgin, among others.
Grob: In the late 1980s, when I moved from Johns Hopkins to the University of California, I established a friendship with Roger Walsh, a psychiatrist at UC Irvine, who felt that it was important to preserve the stories and experiences of the leading early investigators and theorists on the issue of psychedelics. Along with Gary Bravo, another UC Irvine psychiatrist, we interviewed anyone we could find who had established a reputation in the field of psychedelic research in the 1950s and 1960s.
McNally: What were a couple of the big lessons you drew from your conversations with them?
Grob: These individuals were profoundly influenced personally by their experiences. They shared the vision that, under optimal circumstances and with all the proper safeguards in place, these compounds had an extraordinary capacity to help heal, to help enlighten and to help us learn.
McNally: MDMA was originally used in therapy, wasn't it?
Grob: In the late '70s and early '80s a large number of psychotherapists, mostly in California, formed an underground where MDMA was used for a variety of clinical indications, though very little of their clinical work was published.
Unfortunately the secret got out to the greater society at large, and it became a very popular recreational drug, particularly among the youth culture in California and Texas. It then spread throughout the country, over to Europe and around the world, setting off the ecstasy rave phenomenon.
McNally: What are the dangers, warnings and cautions with MDMA?
Grob: Oh, there are certainly dangers with MDMA, and individuals really need to be apprised and not to take foolish risks. There's a serious danger of malignant hyperthermia, or overheating, which is exacerbated by vigorous exercise in a hot, stuffy environment, and the failure to replace lost body fluids. This is just what happens in the rave setting, and there have unfortunately been some fatalities secondary to malignant hyperthermia.
The flipside risk is water intoxication. Several young people have actually drunk so much water that they have lowered their serum sodium and experienced seizures, and died as well. It can be a very tricky compound.
Perhaps the biggest danger, though, is drug substitution. A large percentage of what passes as ecstasy actually does not contain MDMA, but other drugs. Some are relatively benign like caffeine or aspirin, but others are potentially dangerous or lethal, like paramethoxy amphetamine, PMA, the most potent and potentially lethal amphetamine known. You have no idea what you're getting.
McNally: Because it's illegal, the greatest danger comes from buying something on the street with no oversight or regulation, correct?
Grob: There are absolutely no controls. In fact, I can't think of a drug which is more frequently misrepresented and substituted than the ecstasy MDMA compound.
McNally: In other words, the fact that we have closed our eyes and pushed all of these psychedelic substances aside as illegal creates many of the problems associated with them.
Here's a big two-part question. Do you suspect that the roots of any cultural or scientific trends grew out of the use of psychedelics in the '60s and '70s? For instance, the rise of Buddhism or other Eastern spiritual and health practices, or the internet or electronically networked organizations?
Grob: Yes, of the several million people who presumably took psychedelics back in the '60s in this country and in Europe, many were profoundly influenced. It influenced their attitude towards their own career choices, their relationships, their attitudes towards peace and conflict. During the '60s there was a tremendous sense that these compounds, if utilized optimally, could catalyze very salutary changes around the world.
Until his death in 1963, Huxley held the vision that if these compounds were introduced wisely, quietly and discreetly to the leaders of our culture, there would be a ripple-down effect with enormous positive changes. He believed it might be a mechanism through which the very likelihood of world survival would be enhanced.
The cultural turmoil, with youth culture radically split off from mainstream culture, led to a move not only to shut down research but also to distance mainstream culture, mainstream scholars and scientists from even exploring the potential benefits of the use to individuals, families and culture.
McNally: Final question. What do you know of the current cultural context? What's happening out there these days?
Grob: There's certainly a concern for widespread misuse and abuse of compounds like ecstasy. Serious use of these compounds has had to go deeply underground. There's increased interest in ayahuasca, particularly in the Amazon basin. A big article in a recent National Geographic Adventure magazine highlighted ayahuasca shamanism, and has had a very strong apparently positive response.
I think individuals are starting to wake up to the possibility that, when taken under optimal conditions, these plants might have profound potential to facilitate positive change. That being said, one also has to employ all the essential safeguards to minimize the likelihood of harm.
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Posted by: jhbeck23 on May 24, 2006 5:29 AM
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. Good social settings for drug use are crucial. Readers of Plato's Symposium are rarely aware that a symposium is an alcohol ritual, where everyone got drunk and focused on nevertheless speaking intelligently about an important subject, in Plato's case, love.
. Using drugs as tools for compassionate, highly trained work with people who are suffering seems a pure good to me. Promoting uninformed use of drugs leads to dependencies and worse.
. The 60s, also my formative time, were a liberation effort, but they were largely led by people who had not yet achieved personal wisdom. The strong survived, many crashed and burned, and the fearful became the neo-conservatives who plague us today.
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Posted by: Nheduanna on May 24, 2006 5:53 AM
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My own experience, which is influenced by psychotropic experimentation, is that everything is connected -- disease and health, sacred and profane, fear and courage -- all One. If more people could accept this connection, we'd see a precipitous decline in war and disease along with the flowering of a more egalitarian, truly compassionate world community.
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Posted by: LMNOP on May 24, 2006 6:06 AM
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The argument is roughly the same one for broadening ones world view by travelling outside of one's country, gaining a new perspective not otherwise avaiable, and carrying that expanded horizon back into ones original environment where it will factor in to all decisions.
Likewise, or so the argument goes (and I believe that it is probably accurate): if one travels into an alternate reality to gain a new perspective, one brings these new insights back to bear onto everyday life.
And since I have not heard this claim made about other types of drugs (including other psychoactive substances that are not hallucinogenic), I tend to believe the claims even moreso, and feel that I have missed out on something that I would have considered valuable thanks to my culture's Neanderthal drug policy the result of which makes access to the drugs more difficult and more dangerous (danger of incarceration, danger of toxicity from unregulated manufacture of chemicals and drug substitution).
What could be more of a threat to those that want us dull and subdued and to be seduced by the marketplace. They work tirelessly to inculcate the values that they wish us (but not themselves) to hold: it is wrong to steal [from your employer], it is stealing to call in sick inappropriately or to not do your best job, work hard and with dedication and you will be rewarded, etc.. The last thing they need is for people to become more satisfied with their lives by developing an authentic inner life and to stop seeking fulfillment by consuming without restraint and being in debt.
At first, I confused the author (Terrence McNally) with Terrence McKenna whose Wikipedia entry can be found here. I remember hearing tapes in the early 90's of his lectures from the 70's and 80's rebroadcast on KPFK Pacifica radio (listener supported radio without corporate influence) for southern California that were originally aired in the Bay area on KPFA out of San Francisco. He impressed me then with his articulate tales of the journey passing through Huxley's 'Doors of Perception'.
Completely off point but very funny (and who couldn't use a laugh right now?): Concerning the Beatle's song 'Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds' (which Lennon repeatedly and convincingly denied was inspired by or about LSD), refers to "a girl with kaleidoscope eyes". One web site collects misheard song lyrics from contributors who had been singing the wrong words and later found this out. One gentleman heard "the girl with colitis goes by" instead. I love it!
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Posted by: brad on May 24, 2006 6:14 AM
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Spitituality and self development are part of the natural processes of human existance and as such are intricately tied to the natural world. Almost all religious celebrations involve eating plants in a cerimonial conection to the natural world, the use of psychoactive plants is no different and many believe it is part of the evolution of people and perhaps the wellspring of ancient religions. History is full of ritual use of plants and to think that we should not use them now, that they are a false profit is being blind to human history.
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I wished really hard, but I do believe that I was never transformed. Alas, when I began, I saw with the eyes of a child. By the time I stopped I noticed that none of the other god-eaters were all that different from the general populace either. In fact, we seemed somewhat less than the Quakers, who mostly just sat quietly.
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Posted by: Uriahz on May 24, 2006 8:57 AM
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On a related note, in my studies of shamanism (which cannot be effectively seperated from entheogenic use, in my mind), I came across a very interesting book by the french anthropologist Jeremy Narby called The Divine Serpent which discusses his studies of the ayahuasqueros of the Ashinca tribe in the peruvian amazon. It's widely known that the shaman of amazonian tribes possess a truly vast knowledge of different useful plants in their native jungles. It has always been assumed by anthropologists that they spend significant amounts of time in the education of their apprentices, teaching about all the different plants. This is apparently not the case. According to the Ashinca shaman, they don't spend any time whatsoever on passing on such lore. Instead, they claim that all their knowledge is derived from their entheogenic use. Ayuhuasca, and its synthetic compound DMT, are particularly interesting and potent hallucinogens that often cause hallucinations of snakes (hence the title of the book), and the experience of talking with great spirits of the forest. It's claimed that by forging a relationship with those great spirits, that they will receive knowledge as needed from those spirits while tripping on Ayuhuasca. Interestingly enough (and this was a great surprise to me), the hallucinations correspond significantly with the images we see in the study of molecular biology. One shaman, who had never been out of the jungle, much less read a biology textbook; and who had a photographic memory, committed to painting images of his visions. When shown to a molecular biologist, Narby was shocked to see the biologist have no difficulty immediately identifying all of the different brightly colored elements in each of the paintings. One common image is that of spiralling ladders or linked eyes in long chains. In researching other cultures' mythology, he found a great number of symbols signifying a ladder to heaven from which knowledge was passed, and postulated that perhaps ayuhuasca allows you to speak with your DNA, in a sense, as does your DNA communicate with all other DNA around it through visible light produced by the DNA (at extremely low power), as the light-producing capabilities of DNA has been recently demonstrated. Regardless of how it happens, the fact that the Ashinca don't bother with any normal sense of education, but rather gain their education through the process of entheogenic ritual and the direct spiritual communication associated with that is quite remarkable, to my mind.
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Posted by: Uriahz on May 24, 2006 8:57 AM
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In regard to the spiritual use of MDMA in the rave setting, as stated by a poster above, it's absolutely clear that many of those who started the rave culture distinctly believed they were having religous experiences while dancing and tripping to house music. That is of no doubt whatsoever. For you to claim that they are being disingenuous in those claims says to me that perhaps you have either never actually investigated the rave culture beyond what you've heard on the news and on the street, or perhaps you have a sort of wrong-headed sense of moral superiority over those who do not share your own particular view of the world. I would encourage you to step outside your bubble for a moment and understand that just because you personally do not find certain activities to be spiritually uplifting, there is no necessary correlation that those activities cannot be greatly rewarding in a spiritual sense. Many ravers consider the rave to be like attending a special type of church and claim to experience incredible feelings of connectedness and non-being consistent with the religious experiences of the pentacostal church. Who's to say they're wrong?
I wouldn't be so brave as to call their experiences 'purely artificial'. If it gives you a greater sense of your place in the world and causes you to treat those around you with greater understanding and compassion, it is unequivocally a True Religion in the purest sense of the words. And that's all I've got to say about that.
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Posted by: harinama on May 24, 2006 9:02 AM
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Isn't it time, we became a member of the world of nations instead of using intimidation, extortion, destruction to control others?
Entheogens have been used since time immemorial to expand human consciousness, increase awareness and humble each and every individual to the vast connected and transcendent universe. They have been used to humble us through showing clearly our internal discord, and our proper place within the universe of consciousness.
Unfortunately, entheogens have been often misused in this culture, through their use as "party drugs", not unlike alcohol, to get "high". Each entheogen has a purpose, and a proper set and setting for its use. We must have respect for them, and take them with an openess to gaining new insights and clarity, not to combine them with other drugs to get wasted. (although, sometimes, they still might get some of what the entheogenic spirit teacher has to offer).
As others have stated, many legitimate paths to enlightenment do not require use of entheogens, but that does not disparage those cultures that take them as part of a greater culture full of validation and ritualistic involvement. Each culture has it's way toward a higher level of consciousness, and entheogens can at the very least give the user a glimpse that a higher, spiritual existence is possible.
Look to yourself for truth, and you may begin to hear it in others.
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Posted by: kenhymes on May 24, 2006 10:26 AM
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I put that word in quotes, because it is a word which misleads about the nature of drug experiences, and of perception in general. All perception is mediated, first by the mechanics of our senses themselves, and then by the socially constructed filters we place upon the information we receive through our sense organs. A tiny example: you never actually see or hear in real time - everything is delayed by the passage of light and sound through space and matter.
Cross-cultural studies of linguistic categories and semantic fields reveal vast and critical differences in the way different people apprehend reality. It is a big mistake to ascribe any permanent correctness to our own filters. Even if I accept positivism and empiricism (which I do only provisionally, within a lifetime of experience that challenges tidy epistemological boundaries), just during the lifetime of these ways of looking at reality, everything has "changed." We look at people's mental processes very differently than several generations ago.
Sexual abuse is a perfect example - didn't used to exist, now it is everywhere and causes enormous ripples of damage affecting virtually everyone in one way or another. Is this "true"? Of course it is. Is it the final understanding of social and family dysfunction? Of course not. So... are the survivors who put everything through the lens of their abuse experiences wrong? No, but our perception of our own histories and of the motivations of others is filtered, mediated, both by the abuse, and more crucially by our socially constructed understandings of what the abuse means and "causes."
Hallucinogens change everything for many who take them. Some people handle it well, and go on to expanded creativity and empathy. Some people just become very messy.
I'm skeptical of claims that these powerful substances can be tamed into medicines. But I'm glad that work is being done which advances and expands the discussion about their meaning(s).
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Posted by: azima on May 24, 2006 11:19 AM
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I have no personal resentment against him for doing his job. I do, however, wish the medical establishment were more open minded about the benefits of non-pharmaceuticals. I suspect that if there's no money in it for them, they'll snub the idea as ineffective. Then, we'll watch them coopt some of these traditional plants and patent them and deny indigenous people the opportunity to cultivate them any longer.
Would there ever be a possibility of an indigenous/pharmaceutical symbiotic partnership? I can dream.
Bravo to Dr. Grob for his research and the courage to endure the professsional ostracism that resulted.
Kudo's also to the progressive doctors who are learning about ayahuasca under the tutelage of Amazon shamans.
When the people lead, the leaders will follow.
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Posted by: Jammer2 on May 24, 2006 1:54 PM
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Too late folks! Your kids are doing the drugs, having sex, and emulating their parents past actions now... only they are 8 to 10 years younger than when you were into that scene. Way to go people, you have failed miserably in your quest to return to the days of ignorance!
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I see a problem here - aren't you talking about the fact that psychologically healthy people don't abuse a ton of drugs? Wouldn't that undercut alcohol sales, tobacco sales, heroin sales, and pharmaceutical company sales? Big Pharma is pretty clear here: the only solution to pyschological illness is a lifetime prescription for their FDA-approved products...oh brave new world that has such marketing geniuses in it!
Also, these drugs are apparently good at overcoming brainwashing - by biochemically interfering with the sensory information received by the brain, they naturally cause a certain "questioning of reality"; i.e. if you can't necessarily trust the information delivered by your own senses (reportedly this is the most terrifying aspect of hallucinogens), perhaps you shouldn't trust the information delivered by your TV set, either.
The CIA, at the conclusion of it's 'experiments' with LSD on unwitting US citizens and government employees, published a classified handbook titled, "LSD: some un-psychedelic implications". All copies were reportedly destroyed - too bad. I'm sure it would make for some fascinating reading.
(A little warning from a historical aboriginal source: yes, these plants are powerful - but if you misuse them or treat them without respect, they will cause you to go crazy and kill yourself)
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Posted by: gonzoskismet on May 24, 2006 5:24 PM
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If you have the Hidden Monster in your mind that you are not willing to shake hands with DO NOT TAKE THIS TRIP. because it will turn out bad. When this bastard you've been denying so long comes out of the closet and DEMANDS a confortation, you will not be ready for it. And you will freak, you will lose your fucking mind and what little grasp on what you so laughingly call reality in the process.
Go back to your normal point of view where the Government and Jesus can take care of your mental needs and you have no need to think for yourself or take any other kind of responsibility for what you do. Evolution isn't for everybody.
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Posted by: sterlingwisdom on May 24, 2006 5:27 PM
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I don't understand the attitude that a drug induced experience is "artificial." It changes your brain chemistry. That's real. Whether the experience leads one to spirtuality or not probably depends on the individual. None of my friends with whom I took LSD ever had any interest then or now in the things I listed above that are important to me. There is one thing we all agree on however, "Straight people have no idea what it is like to be stoned but stoned people know what it is like to be straight."
People are always ready to believe in a savior, Jesus, drugs, the Internet, whatever. I don't believe anyone or anything is coming to save us but if psychoactive drugs could be used to help make a few people's lives better it is simply stupid and cruel to try and prevent that.
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Posted by: MEL810 on May 24, 2006 9:11 PM
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Be very careful on this road. One reason LSD experiments were stopped was their unpredictability. Even the most rigorous scientist with controls can not predict how a given subject will respond to LSD at any given time. Might do okay one time and freak out the next.
I took anti-depressant meds for about a year, long enough to clear up a serious depression. And the meds did work wonderfully for me and with little side effects. I tried nutritional therarpy first and then herbals such as St. John's Wort, which had no effect at all. I no longer take meds, just vitamins and am fine.
I for legitimate medical usage of any medicine or substance that helps heal or helps alleviate the suffering of the sick and dying.
Perhaps psychedelics can be controlled enough to help people. But personal experimentation is not the same.
And I would be very leery of so-called shamans aimed at naive, unstable Americans (one poster called it Don Juan tourism) searching for healing.
The people that take psychedelics as part of their religious rituals are doing so as part of a long tradition of their culture.
Taking a psycho-active substance miles from your own home and support system could be very dangerous. Be forewarned.
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Posted by: MEL810 on May 24, 2006 9:18 PM
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Many Christians are great, evolved people. Some aren't, but then, that's true of any given group of people, no matter what their faith or lack thereof.
And taking drugs, per se, doesn't make you an evolved person, even if you have decent experiences while tripping. Acid can give you the 'illusion' of great insight and when you come down, well, it was just one big hallucination you can't apply to day-to-day life.
It's the insights that you gain and apply to life from the drugs or from Jesus or whereever, that show you are evolved.
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I once read about a native woman's response to a misionary after hearing about heaven. She said: "You mean you've never been? I've been there with help of the mushroom,".
Most christians only get a second hand account of what a spiritual experience is. In the case of the few who do have genuine experiences, these were probably produced by DMT that occurs naturally in the human brain.
It is misleading to classify all chemicals that alter brain chemistry using one term. Tryptamines and Opiates have the exact opposite effect on the brain as one another. When using "hallucinogens" the user is forced to live the right way (not the American way). The only alternative will produce absolute terror as the negative energy within the individual will attack.
There is so much misinformation about drugs. "Hallucinogens" (with the exception of Datura and Amanitas) almost never produce true hallucinations. They make you see more of what's there, not things that aren't there. They can only cause death when taking a dose thosands of times larger than the normal dose or through suicide if the user is pressured into taking drugs or given drugs without their knowledge. "hallucinogens" will not make you think that you can fly. Most of the benifits come after the effects of the drug have worn off.
The desire to do drugs is universal. It has been practiced by virtually all cultures throughout history and is even done by animals. "Psychedellic" experiences are part of normal human brain functioning. Hallucinogenic drugs are produced in the human brain. All of you readers are in possession of the schedule I substances DMT and Bufoteine as well as 5-Meo-DMT (which is a legal grey area).
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And here we are at the whole point: You can gather from those last few sentences that insights into the nature of things normally not available to the average waking mind are now there to be found if they are being looked for. That’s IF you have the sack and the will to come this far, and can deal with what you find waiting for you within yourself and the world around you…….
“Having said that I believe in reality more than ideology. As for halucination and illusion they are more what you speak of”
This sort of attitude is why so many people responded to your post. That is exactly the same thinking of any religious fundamentalist caught up in an extensive delusional system of dogma viewed inflexibly for the most part, projecting a belief that all others are deluded or to be pitied for not seeing the light so obvious to you. You can rationalize this and say that and amend something else, and append this here, but that statement alone gives away how you really think.
Let me fill in a blank that is unavoidable when speaking from inexperience. At one point in your post, you made a distinction between natural and synthetic. To read further on, it really does look like pointing out this distincion was just lip service At typically used/effective doses of common psychedelics, there are no hallucinations like you see in movies or anti-drug propaganda, no dancing gnomes in the living room. If someone ends up having temporary delusions or a psychotic episode, or they "never come back", it's because of what was already there brought to the surface. This method of access is again NOT for everyone.
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These drugs if done slowly and responsably can be beneficial even in the bad trips, but they are not toys and overly optimistic propaganda concerning their benifits for humanity and peace is a little naive.
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. Good social settings for drug use are crucial. Readers of Plato's Symposium are rarely aware that a symposium is an alcohol ritual, where everyone got drunk and focused on nevertheless speaking intelligently about an important subject, in Plato's case, love.
. Using drugs as tools for compassionate, highly trained work with people who are suffering seems a pure good to me. Promoting uninformed use of drugs leads to dependencies and worse.
. The 60s, also my formative time, were a liberation effort, but they were largely led by people who had not yet achieved personal wisdom. The strong survived, many crashed and burned, and the fearful became the neo-conservatives who plague us today.
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My own experience, which is influenced by psychotropic experimentation, is that everything is connected -- disease and health, sacred and profane, fear and courage -- all One. If more people could accept this connection, we'd see a precipitous decline in war and disease along with the flowering of a more egalitarian, truly compassionate world community.
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The argument is roughly the same one for broadening ones world view by travelling outside of one's country, gaining a new perspective not otherwise avaiable, and carrying that expanded horizon back into ones original environment where it will factor in to all decisions.
Likewise, or so the argument goes (and I believe that it is probably accurate): if one travels into an alternate reality to gain a new perspective, one brings these new insights back to bear onto everyday life.
And since I have not heard this claim made about other types of drugs (including other psychoactive substances that are not hallucinogenic), I tend to believe the claims even moreso, and feel that I have missed out on something that I would have considered valuable thanks to my culture's Neanderthal drug policy the result of which makes access to the drugs more difficult and more dangerous (danger of incarceration, danger of toxicity from unregulated manufacture of chemicals and drug substitution).
What could be more of a threat to those that want us dull and subdued and to be seduced by the marketplace. They work tirelessly to inculcate the values that they wish us (but not themselves) to hold: it is wrong to steal [from your employer], it is stealing to call in sick inappropriately or to not do your best job, work hard and with dedication and you will be rewarded, etc.. The last thing they need is for people to become more satisfied with their lives by developing an authentic inner life and to stop seeking fulfillment by consuming without restraint and being in debt.
At first, I confused the author (Terrence McNally) with Terrence McKenna whose Wikipedia entry can be found here. I remember hearing tapes in the early 90's of his lectures from the 70's and 80's rebroadcast on KPFK Pacifica radio (listener supported radio without corporate influence) for southern California that were originally aired in the Bay area on KPFA out of San Francisco. He impressed me then with his articulate tales of the journey passing through Huxley's 'Doors of Perception'.
Completely off point but very funny (and who couldn't use a laugh right now?): Concerning the Beatle's song 'Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds' (which Lennon repeatedly and convincingly denied was inspired by or about LSD), refers to "a girl with kaleidoscope eyes". One web site collects misheard song lyrics from contributors who had been singing the wrong words and later found this out. One gentleman heard "the girl with colitis goes by" instead. I love it!
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Spitituality and self development are part of the natural processes of human existance and as such are intricately tied to the natural world. Almost all religious celebrations involve eating plants in a cerimonial conection to the natural world, the use of psychoactive plants is no different and many believe it is part of the evolution of people and perhaps the wellspring of ancient religions. History is full of ritual use of plants and to think that we should not use them now, that they are a false profit is being blind to human history.
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I wished really hard, but I do believe that I was never transformed. Alas, when I began, I saw with the eyes of a child. By the time I stopped I noticed that none of the other god-eaters were all that different from the general populace either. In fact, we seemed somewhat less than the Quakers, who mostly just sat quietly.
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On a related note, in my studies of shamanism (which cannot be effectively seperated from entheogenic use, in my mind), I came across a very interesting book by the french anthropologist Jeremy Narby called The Divine Serpent which discusses his studies of the ayahuasqueros of the Ashinca tribe in the peruvian amazon. It's widely known that the shaman of amazonian tribes possess a truly vast knowledge of different useful plants in their native jungles. It has always been assumed by anthropologists that they spend significant amounts of time in the education of their apprentices, teaching about all the different plants. This is apparently not the case. According to the Ashinca shaman, they don't spend any time whatsoever on passing on such lore. Instead, they claim that all their knowledge is derived from their entheogenic use. Ayuhuasca, and its synthetic compound DMT, are particularly interesting and potent hallucinogens that often cause hallucinations of snakes (hence the title of the book), and the experience of talking with great spirits of the forest. It's claimed that by forging a relationship with those great spirits, that they will receive knowledge as needed from those spirits while tripping on Ayuhuasca. Interestingly enough (and this was a great surprise to me), the hallucinations correspond significantly with the images we see in the study of molecular biology. One shaman, who had never been out of the jungle, much less read a biology textbook; and who had a photographic memory, committed to painting images of his visions. When shown to a molecular biologist, Narby was shocked to see the biologist have no difficulty immediately identifying all of the different brightly colored elements in each of the paintings. One common image is that of spiralling ladders or linked eyes in long chains. In researching other cultures' mythology, he found a great number of symbols signifying a ladder to heaven from which knowledge was passed, and postulated that perhaps ayuhuasca allows you to speak with your DNA, in a sense, as does your DNA communicate with all other DNA around it through visible light produced by the DNA (at extremely low power), as the light-producing capabilities of DNA has been recently demonstrated. Regardless of how it happens, the fact that the Ashinca don't bother with any normal sense of education, but rather gain their education through the process of entheogenic ritual and the direct spiritual communication associated with that is quite remarkable, to my mind.
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In regard to the spiritual use of MDMA in the rave setting, as stated by a poster above, it's absolutely clear that many of those who started the rave culture distinctly believed they were having religous experiences while dancing and tripping to house music. That is of no doubt whatsoever. For you to claim that they are being disingenuous in those claims says to me that perhaps you have either never actually investigated the rave culture beyond what you've heard on the news and on the street, or perhaps you have a sort of wrong-headed sense of moral superiority over those who do not share your own particular view of the world. I would encourage you to step outside your bubble for a moment and understand that just because you personally do not find certain activities to be spiritually uplifting, there is no necessary correlation that those activities cannot be greatly rewarding in a spiritual sense. Many ravers consider the rave to be like attending a special type of church and claim to experience incredible feelings of connectedness and non-being consistent with the religious experiences of the pentacostal church. Who's to say they're wrong?
I wouldn't be so brave as to call their experiences 'purely artificial'. If it gives you a greater sense of your place in the world and causes you to treat those around you with greater understanding and compassion, it is unequivocally a True Religion in the purest sense of the words. And that's all I've got to say about that.
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Posted by: harinama on May 24, 2006 9:02 AM
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Isn't it time, we became a member of the world of nations instead of using intimidation, extortion, destruction to control others?
Entheogens have been used since time immemorial to expand human consciousness, increase awareness and humble each and every individual to the vast connected and transcendent universe. They have been used to humble us through showing clearly our internal discord, and our proper place within the universe of consciousness.
Unfortunately, entheogens have been often misused in this culture, through their use as "party drugs", not unlike alcohol, to get "high". Each entheogen has a purpose, and a proper set and setting for its use. We must have respect for them, and take them with an openess to gaining new insights and clarity, not to combine them with other drugs to get wasted. (although, sometimes, they still might get some of what the entheogenic spirit teacher has to offer).
As others have stated, many legitimate paths to enlightenment do not require use of entheogens, but that does not disparage those cultures that take them as part of a greater culture full of validation and ritualistic involvement. Each culture has it's way toward a higher level of consciousness, and entheogens can at the very least give the user a glimpse that a higher, spiritual existence is possible.
Look to yourself for truth, and you may begin to hear it in others.
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I put that word in quotes, because it is a word which misleads about the nature of drug experiences, and of perception in general. All perception is mediated, first by the mechanics of our senses themselves, and then by the socially constructed filters we place upon the information we receive through our sense organs. A tiny example: you never actually see or hear in real time - everything is delayed by the passage of light and sound through space and matter.
Cross-cultural studies of linguistic categories and semantic fields reveal vast and critical differences in the way different people apprehend reality. It is a big mistake to ascribe any permanent correctness to our own filters. Even if I accept positivism and empiricism (which I do only provisionally, within a lifetime of experience that challenges tidy epistemological boundaries), just during the lifetime of these ways of looking at reality, everything has "changed." We look at people's mental processes very differently than several generations ago.
Sexual abuse is a perfect example - didn't used to exist, now it is everywhere and causes enormous ripples of damage affecting virtually everyone in one way or another. Is this "true"? Of course it is. Is it the final understanding of social and family dysfunction? Of course not. So... are the survivors who put everything through the lens of their abuse experiences wrong? No, but our perception of our own histories and of the motivations of others is filtered, mediated, both by the abuse, and more crucially by our socially constructed understandings of what the abuse means and "causes."
Hallucinogens change everything for many who take them. Some people handle it well, and go on to expanded creativity and empathy. Some people just become very messy.
I'm skeptical of claims that these powerful substances can be tamed into medicines. But I'm glad that work is being done which advances and expands the discussion about their meaning(s).
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I have no personal resentment against him for doing his job. I do, however, wish the medical establishment were more open minded about the benefits of non-pharmaceuticals. I suspect that if there's no money in it for them, they'll snub the idea as ineffective. Then, we'll watch them coopt some of these traditional plants and patent them and deny indigenous people the opportunity to cultivate them any longer.
Would there ever be a possibility of an indigenous/pharmaceutical symbiotic partnership? I can dream.
Bravo to Dr. Grob for his research and the courage to endure the professsional ostracism that resulted.
Kudo's also to the progressive doctors who are learning about ayahuasca under the tutelage of Amazon shamans.
When the people lead, the leaders will follow.
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Too late folks! Your kids are doing the drugs, having sex, and emulating their parents past actions now... only they are 8 to 10 years younger than when you were into that scene. Way to go people, you have failed miserably in your quest to return to the days of ignorance!
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I see a problem here - aren't you talking about the fact that psychologically healthy people don't abuse a ton of drugs? Wouldn't that undercut alcohol sales, tobacco sales, heroin sales, and pharmaceutical company sales? Big Pharma is pretty clear here: the only solution to pyschological illness is a lifetime prescription for their FDA-approved products...oh brave new world that has such marketing geniuses in it!
Also, these drugs are apparently good at overcoming brainwashing - by biochemically interfering with the sensory information received by the brain, they naturally cause a certain "questioning of reality"; i.e. if you can't necessarily trust the information delivered by your own senses (reportedly this is the most terrifying aspect of hallucinogens), perhaps you shouldn't trust the information delivered by your TV set, either.
The CIA, at the conclusion of it's 'experiments' with LSD on unwitting US citizens and government employees, published a classified handbook titled, "LSD: some un-psychedelic implications". All copies were reportedly destroyed - too bad. I'm sure it would make for some fascinating reading.
(A little warning from a historical aboriginal source: yes, these plants are powerful - but if you misuse them or treat them without respect, they will cause you to go crazy and kill yourself)
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If you have the Hidden Monster in your mind that you are not willing to shake hands with DO NOT TAKE THIS TRIP. because it will turn out bad. When this bastard you've been denying so long comes out of the closet and DEMANDS a confortation, you will not be ready for it. And you will freak, you will lose your fucking mind and what little grasp on what you so laughingly call reality in the process.
Go back to your normal point of view where the Government and Jesus can take care of your mental needs and you have no need to think for yourself or take any other kind of responsibility for what you do. Evolution isn't for everybody.
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I don't understand the attitude that a drug induced experience is "artificial." It changes your brain chemistry. That's real. Whether the experience leads one to spirtuality or not probably depends on the individual. None of my friends with whom I took LSD ever had any interest then or now in the things I listed above that are important to me. There is one thing we all agree on however, "Straight people have no idea what it is like to be stoned but stoned people know what it is like to be straight."
People are always ready to believe in a savior, Jesus, drugs, the Internet, whatever. I don't believe anyone or anything is coming to save us but if psychoactive drugs could be used to help make a few people's lives better it is simply stupid and cruel to try and prevent that.
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Be very careful on this road. One reason LSD experiments were stopped was their unpredictability. Even the most rigorous scientist with controls can not predict how a given subject will respond to LSD at any given time. Might do okay one time and freak out the next.
I took anti-depressant meds for about a year, long enough to clear up a serious depression. And the meds did work wonderfully for me and with little side effects. I tried nutritional therarpy first and then herbals such as St. John's Wort, which had no effect at all. I no longer take meds, just vitamins and am fine.
I for legitimate medical usage of any medicine or substance that helps heal or helps alleviate the suffering of the sick and dying.
Perhaps psychedelics can be controlled enough to help people. But personal experimentation is not the same.
And I would be very leery of so-called shamans aimed at naive, unstable Americans (one poster called it Don Juan tourism) searching for healing.
The people that take psychedelics as part of their religious rituals are doing so as part of a long tradition of their culture.
Taking a psycho-active substance miles from your own home and support system could be very dangerous. Be forewarned.
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Many Christians are great, evolved people. Some aren't, but then, that's true of any given group of people, no matter what their faith or lack thereof.
And taking drugs, per se, doesn't make you an evolved person, even if you have decent experiences while tripping. Acid can give you the 'illusion' of great insight and when you come down, well, it was just one big hallucination you can't apply to day-to-day life.
It's the insights that you gain and apply to life from the drugs or from Jesus or whereever, that show you are evolved.
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I once read about a native woman's response to a misionary after hearing about heaven. She said: "You mean you've never been? I've been there with help of the mushroom,".
Most christians only get a second hand account of what a spiritual experience is. In the case of the few who do have genuine experiences, these were probably produced by DMT that occurs naturally in the human brain.
It is misleading to classify all chemicals that alter brain chemistry using one term. Tryptamines and Opiates have the exact opposite effect on the brain as one another. When using "hallucinogens" the user is forced to live the right way (not the American way). The only alternative will produce absolute terror as the negative energy within the individual will attack.
There is so much misinformation about drugs. "Hallucinogens" (with the exception of Datura and Amanitas) almost never produce true hallucinations. They make you see more of what's there, not things that aren't there. They can only cause death when taking a dose thosands of times larger than the normal dose or through suicide if the user is pressured into taking drugs or given drugs without their knowledge. "hallucinogens" will not make you think that you can fly. Most of the benifits come after the effects of the drug have worn off.
The desire to do drugs is universal. It has been practiced by virtually all cultures throughout history and is even done by animals. "Psychedellic" experiences are part of normal human brain functioning. Hallucinogenic drugs are produced in the human brain. All of you readers are in possession of the schedule I substances DMT and Bufoteine as well as 5-Meo-DMT (which is a legal grey area).
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And here we are at the whole point: You can gather from those last few sentences that insights into the nature of things normally not available to the average waking mind are now there to be found if they are being looked for. That’s IF you have the sack and the will to come this far, and can deal with what you find waiting for you within yourself and the world around you…….
“Having said that I believe in reality more than ideology. As for halucination and illusion they are more what you speak of”
This sort of attitude is why so many people responded to your post. That is exactly the same thinking of any religious fundamentalist caught up in an extensive delusional system of dogma viewed inflexibly for the most part, projecting a belief that all others are deluded or to be pitied for not seeing the light so obvious to you. You can rationalize this and say that and amend something else, and append this here, but that statement alone gives away how you really think.
Let me fill in a blank that is unavoidable when speaking from inexperience. At one point in your post, you made a distinction between natural and synthetic. To read further on, it really does look like pointing out this distincion was just lip service At typically used/effective doses of common psychedelics, there are no hallucinations like you see in movies or anti-drug propaganda, no dancing gnomes in the living room. If someone ends up having temporary delusions or a psychotic episode, or they "never come back", it's because of what was already there brought to the surface. This method of access is again NOT for everyone.
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These drugs if done slowly and responsably can be beneficial even in the bad trips, but they are not toys and overly optimistic propaganda concerning their benifits for humanity and peace is a little naive.
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