Souvenirs from the Occupation

After 38 years and 67 days, they were finally gone -- "they" being the Israeli soldiers and settlers that for so long made our lives miserable here in Gaza.

I went to tour the vacated settlements as a journalist, but also as an ordinary Palestinian. Like thousands of other Palestinians, I was simply curious -- and, in the end, giddy, awe-struck, and in absolute disbelief. I got up early, wasting no time after the last of the soldiers left, to take a peek at what lay beyond the once fortified colonies, that although only meters away, for Palestinians may as well have been on a different planet.

It was, simply put, a surreal experience. Some children picked large mangoes off a razed tree, while others scavenged for leftover toys and books; some found Jewish skullcaps and wore them while posing -- oblivious to the irony -- next to Hamas flags. Others tied orange anti-disengagement ribbons to their heads. All were at once elated and dumbfounded, expressing relief and excitement at seeing the occupation depart. And just about everybody wanted a souvenir.

Amidst the curious crowds, a Palestinian photojournalist walked around in a vest stapled with pictures he took of Palestinians killed by Israeli forces not far from Netzarim in years past, including the youngest victim: four-month-old Iman Hijju of Khan Yunis.

"I want them to witness this historic moment with me. I want to also make sure that people never forget them and what they died for," he said.

Nearby, a 20-something Palestinian who lost his leg to Israeli gunfire four years ago hobbled around in disbelief, pausing a moment to stare at the now-demolished sniper tower from which he had been shot. Many Palestinian boys, backpacks still on shoulder, skipped school in favor of the exploratory visits to the abandoned colonies that for so long were a source of their grief and misery.

In the former colony of Kfar Darom, young refugee children from the camp of Dair al-Balah played in an abandoned playground. Nearby, Palestinian security officers who had been up since 3 a.m. for the handover of the settlement lands dozed off under the shade of a large mulberry tree, while young children clamored for a photo opportunity in an abandoned but not yet demolished sniper tower that overlooked a pockmarked U.N. school.

Across the now-flattened electric fence of the former colony, 53-year-old Sulayman Tawaysha continued to watch the scenes in disbelief along with his six children. His house had been occupied by Israeli forces over 20 times during the Intifada, and 17 donoms of his farmland were razed to the ground. The entire family had been up since 3 a.m. to see the soldiers leave, at which point they erupted in undulations of joy and lit fireworks.

Further south, Palestinians drove past the Abo Holi checkpoint -- for the first time in six years without having to stop and wait for orders to pass. A traffic jam ensued as Palestinian forces took down a watchtower that Israeli forces had abandoned but not dismantled.

Still, many Palestinians, while living this historic moment, expressed concerns for the future. Dermatologist Muna al-Farra, who has finally been able to access land her family owns in the Abo Holi junction, said she was worried about the longer-term implications of Gaza being turned into a large prison."It makes me think, 'What was the struggle for? Just to be able to drive from Gaza city to Rafah?'"

Musa al-Ghul, a local community leader of the northern Gaza village of al-Siyafa, which was fenced in and sandwiched between the former colonies of Dugit and Eli Sinai, had similar words of caution. Even a golden palace is still a prison if its occupants can't get out freely, he said, and, having living as prisoner inside al-Siyafa for six years, no one knows that better than him.