A Soldier Speaks: David Grimm

By Lakshmi Chaudhry, AlterNet. Posted October 28, 2004.

David Grimm signed up to join the Florida National Guard in 1999. The former Marine, who'd entered the military straight out of high school, was glad to answer the call of duty when he was called up for combat duty in Iraq in December, 2002. But the veteran of U.S. operations in Somalia was in for a rude shock when he went into a war zone, this time as a member of the National Guard.

He found that in the Iraq War, there were separate rules for the reservists and the soldiers on active duty. Before long the 32-year old and his fellow guardsmen were writing home, asking for essential equipment that the Pentagon simply refused to provide for reservists. David's parents had to send him batteries, and even radio equipment from Wal-Mart to make up for supplies that was missing or broken and not replaced. Night vision equipment amongst the reservists was in such short supply that soldiers had to take turns using it. Worst of all, guardsmen like David were expected to perform the same dangerous missions as regular soldiers, but without any body armor.

After his stint in Iraq – where David served as an infantry squad leader assigned to security operations and vehicle patrols – the 32-year old returned to his hometown of Pensacola, Fla., where he works as a wildland firefighter.

He spoke to AlterNet about what he learned from the ten long months he spent in Iraq.

Is there one memory from the war that still stays with you?

Yeah, there are several things that I think about often. One of them is the sense of camaraderie that you can only find when you're in a tough situation. We got some low days when we had some injuries. We had some high days when everything was just fine.

We had an incident where two soldiers were wounded very badly. It was during a raid. One was shot in his face and the other in his stomach and legs. It happened on Dec. 23, 2003 – two days before Christmas – and they weren't expected to live.

And what really upsets me and really pisses me off about it is that the military unit we were with did not want to call his family until after the holidays, because they didn't want to upset them.

We were going through a really strenuous time then. We were taking a lot of casualties. And we were doing raids almost nightly in our sector. And it really upset me that the leadership didn't want to own up to the fact that they had to say something to the parents.

So my platoon sergeant took it upon himself to make a call to the fathers of the two soldiers that night after we got back. He took a lot of grief for that because he'd stepped over the line. The thing that sticks out in my mind is that after we got back and talked to the families, they really supported him making that call.

They wanted to know. It was the only right thing to do. You can't hide something like that, especially if someone is on his deathbed.

When you look back, how has this war changed you?

It's made me stronger person in the sense of being able to hold up to my responsibilities. Over there, I was responsible for nine other guys as a squad leader. And being in a situation where you don't have all the equipment that you might need or you don't have the support that you might need, you have to go the extra mile for your soldiers. You have to maintain their security as well as your own.

Lakshmi Chaudhry is senior editor of AlterNet. This profile was made possible with the assistance of Operation Truth and Patricia Foulkrod, the producer/director of The Ground Truth.

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