What God Intended? As a Victim and Survivor of Rape I am Appalled and Disgusted
This is one of a series of powerful stories from survivors of rape, you will find them all here.
Twenty -two years ago I gave birth to my lovely daughter who was conceived as a result of rape. This rape was a "legitimate rape," just as all rapes are. It was a horrible, degrading experience. I did not report it because I did not want to have to go through being treated like I was somehow to blame for it, I didn't want to hear that I was the one in the wrong and the rapist was the victim as often happens.
As a victim and survivor of rape I am appalled and disgusted with the statements that have been made by members of the GOP and although it is a very difficult thing to talk about, especially to strangers, I decided that I could not, nor would I remain silent any longer.
Today, I wonder what kind of world we live in. Richard Mourdock, a U.S Senate candidate in Indiana, this week said, "if a woman gets pregnant as a result of rape, well it is what God intended."
It is clear that these men have no clue what it is like to be assaulted in such a horrible disgusting way, to be raped. It is also clear that they have no idea what a woman struggles with after a rape, and then what she goes through if she becomes pregnant as a result of that rape.
I knew it was not my baby's fault but I struggled with how to raise a child without spewing the hate I felt for that man. I thought about how my child would feel, and as a mother I hurt so much for my child and what feelings she would have to live with her entire life. I can tell you it hurts a whole hell of a lot.