My friend says I should kill myself
Over the past few months, I have written this letter a dozen times. At moments, I would give anything for someone to wave a wand and let me know what I should do, but at the same time, I cannot bring myself to believe there is an easy solution to my issue.
Apparently, I am unlovable on certain levels. When I write this, I do not just mean as a person, but also the efforts of my hands.